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Time:08:54 pm
Current Mood:jealousjealous
so the drive home was..... horrible.


while on the phone....
i cut off a car

while on the phone....
i was on the verge of crying

while on the phone....
i cut off another car



when off the phone....
i started to cry uncontrollably

when off the phone....
i had to pull off the road

when off the phone....
i sat in my parked car in the parking lot

when off the phone....
the crying didnt stop.




when you hear these kinda things from other people it hurts...
but it hurts a million times worse when you hear it from them.
it shall be discussed tomorrow. Hopefully there will be no tears.
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Time:06:20 pm
Current Mood:uncomfortableuncomfortable
i don't ever want to have that feeling EVER AGAIN

when i was over at marifel's house i got a lot of
"long time no see" and "i never see you anymore, where have you been" from the people that meant most to me last year. i didnt like how i felt. It made me feel like an outsider, GAH.

and since i was feeling that way.... i acted like a pussy and left
man, i'm way cool.....


4 new songs to learn by tuesday.... how many do i have done? ZERO.....
im way stressed about getting everything done.

sigh
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Time:08:27 pm
YOURE MAKING ME SOOO FUCKING ANGRY!

Honestly this is soooo 6th grade! I have an idea, itf youre going to lash me out, how about you say everything to my fucking face and stop posting it on your Private Myspace blogs or gay away messages. This is getting so fucking old.

FYI, i guess you dont have to put up with my shit anymore because im fucking moving..... close to ollala! I kinda like how you guys are willing to throw away 8 years of friendship just because i "make up stupid minor excuses not to hang out". Sorry if wanting to get my school work and music learned is getting in the way of us hanging out. It's only been a month.... why don't you give it some time and see how things go.

sorry for the ranting... SHEEZ
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Time:10:39 pm
So today i thought it was best if me and my math class went our separate ways, so now i have T.A for Mr. Ness 5th period *SCORE*. Nothing TOO interesting happened today, besides me actually sleeping wheni got home today, which was AWESOME; although i did have a dream in which Sir _ _ _ _ _ was in =X.

Going 80 on highway is a big NO NO.....



SQUEEEEEEEDES BULLITEN
"poeple say "i love you" all the time. they give a little <3 and they dont think about it at all. but did you mean it? when you said "i love you" did you mean it? or are you moving through motions that you set up a long time ago. and never stopped repeating?

i meant it. every single time... "


My Response
"Sad to say......

the first time i ACTUALLY thought that i was in love... i wasnt. I didnt think about what i was saying, i thought that it was real, but appently it wasnt. I feel like a jerk for saying it, not because i didnt love the person, but because he warned me about saying it...... i was dumb back then.... i still am.

just make sure that you mean it when you say it, because i regret ever saying it now. "


im such a tard
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Time:10:48 pm
yeah so this weekend was kinda awesome

i cried
i cried
i cried
i practiced
and i cried


i have the freakin BEST FUCKIN friends ever....




Sarcasm is my bestfriend
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Subject:classes
Time:07:34 pm
Anyone??

Government - Juvik
English - Richards
Chamber Choir - Allen
Anatomy - Luginbill
Math Analysis - Gagnes
ASL 3 - Johnston
Highlighters - Allen

anyone have a class with me... or comments about the teachers that ive never had before ( in bold )?
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